Had the blessings of spending family time in Japan with Rozi Aisyah family for a good 10 days.
It’s always enjoyable to be in Japan. The streets, the train rides, the food, the clean toilets and easy accessibility of prayer areas made Japan a nice place to visit. And although we had to walk miles, kids didn’t complain as they too enjoyed their stay there.
And now I’m back, been home since yesterday. And now after 10 days of recuperating, I’m finding myself fumbling with the start button on work, on exercising, on kids’ revision and ngaji, basically on my responsibilities.
What happened today was mostly doing the CCP yearly course at work, after sending the kids to mum’s. Kept in touch with a few people that have yet to get back to me, that’s fine. What mattered was I did my part. So there.
Did some counselling sessions with colleagues and Mr Mentor. Got myself some news updates, which truth be told, matter least to anybody really. Most news, I find, are just noise. Somebody A is leaving the workplace, somebody B is not progressing in her career and blaming other people on it, somebody C is doing work of a higher post to get ahead and asking to get a cut from her Mentor’s pay, some type of immature shit like that. It’s all just noise. But I assure you, these noise will travel and they will be the ones either hyping people up on it, or dragging people’s mood down. And I’m in the midst of it - zen-ing their vibes as much as I can.
It does feel heavy at times, and lonely too, as someone who sees things from an eagle’s eyes, but I have to keep in mind introspectively and through each individual’s angle it becomes a totally different view. It does feel heavy thinking about what’s to come, but I leave it you Ya Sayyidinan Nabi. Selawat and salam upon You, Oh Most Beloved One.
So yeah, today is alright. Could it have been better, yes. It would have been time-effective if I focused more on my work than yapping too much. And brainstorming a strategy before contacting would have made the prospecting better, so ok. Let’s do that.
Ciao. Good night.
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